my room is a mess

my hair is black and blue

my new phone is pink 

my dress is a fishnet dress

my face looks soft

my eyeshadow is like cleopatra

my contacts are bright green 

my braces are real

my pose is for you

my freckles are for you

my image is a blur

my shirt has no buttons

my finger is in my mouth

my hijab is polka dot

my head is resting on my wrist

my gaze is never going to settle 

my beauty mark is from a pen

my wig fell off onto the pillow

my smirk is a shadow

my glasses have purple frames

my jean jacket floats above the meadow

my village is 6,600 miles away

my arms are chubby 

my nose smells horrible smells

my kiss comes from a scream

my palm was scrapped on pavement

my heart is going to crack in half

my gold tooth is knocked out

my baseball cap hides the truth

my name is romantic 

my thoughts are pretenders

my bra strap is a new feeling

my jaw is uneven and unsure

my posture is by demand

my stare is through everyone

my skirt is thrown up over my head

my eyelashes whisk away my escape

my curls are fading fast

my ambition is still, it is still to be a star

my pajamas don't fit very well

my knees hurt 

my little shirt matches my little shorts

my skin feels like a breaking vase

my appearance will stress you out

my bikini looks dumb

my shower is the least refreshing thing about it

my only recourse is there is no recourse 

my bindi has been rubbed to the side

my frown is for always

my family will never see me again

my goofy jokes hide my goofy damnation

my giggles excuse what just happened

my tears and my drool are all the same

my fear is for one and all 

my dead end childhood is just beginning

my make up is like a rose

my motto is sham pain for my real friends 

my age is on a card and cannot be disputed

my nails will be broken 

my pelvis will be broken

my feather boa feels like the butcher shop

my favorite band is i don't know

my complexion is flawless for hours

my awareness is the same as fainting  

my party is private

my day has been endless

my night cannot possibly go on

it doesn't matter what you think

do anything you like

because i was born dead

and i was born to die